Hi... Bye and Thank you !

ok... sorry ... suddenly i have this thought when i was sleeping... i have been giving in alot of things for the group... becose i dun wan lose this friendship... i dunno if this is wrong or wat.... giving in as i dun reject what they said... like bringing laptop whereby i stay so far from school... also i do assignment that they dun do cose no one wants to voice out and do... am i stupid or i act stupid to give in everything to hold on to the friendship... i am like spare tyres to them... i really hope these are wrong instinct... i really dunno... i am so lose sometimes when i with the group... dunno... lose .... !!!!

ok... i took me months to update since the last post... i am really proud of myself... i am able to put down my feeling for him... NOW we are really BEST friends which will never cross over the boarder. I'm really FINE... and i mean it... hahax...

study week is approaching... Group activities stopped for that moment which was kinda SAD ... send our member Yvonne to airport... abit EMOTIONAL... next member going back will be bamboon ... than rest of us will still be in our same place.... i just wish exam can come to an end real quick.. cose yvonne's sister is coming to s'pore!!! but members attendence won't be full... jia yi flying to off with her future husband.... sherry wont be here too as her 'liang' coming... the liang is damn 'yin' lah... know someone woo our sherry faster book ticket and fly here... NO COMMENT about it... but my vote confirm goes to the 'who' although there is something in between us months ago... but as i have mentio... we are friends... best friends.... yst was indeed a fun day... i can really feel the bonding in class... the fun we had in BES was great! never had a good laugh after since so long!!! hahax... the great bonding is drifting me out from Elsie they all... sure must get in touch with them real soon !!! guess what! i was so tempted about this concert which is fall in 23 october!!!

23 OCTOBER 2010. IN SINGAPORE. ONE STAGE. SIX
K-POP BANDS - BIG BANG! FT ISLAND! GIRLS GENERATION! INFINITE! SHINEE!
GUESS THE LAST BAND?

the last band i really wish it will be SUPER JUNIOR... but i know i wont be going as the fans are damn powerful ... i had met when SHINee came... so... just pray hard... also is my twin bday so twin come first lolx... hahax... i am really happy these few days for sure.... i really enjoyed all those days that i have with the group... i am glad that i went sabah... i trip malaysia in 2 months i guess?? from sabah to JB to Malacca to JB desaru... can u believe that ... holidays will stay in s'pore...last term holiday will be plan in Indo?? maybe?? i really hope i can pray hard to max!

i took a long time to update this blog... maybe should close down as it is hard to maintain and update!!! Busy week... not for studies but trip... having a great bonding session we are moving on to get closer ... really must said this... planing here and there... malacca trip date offically set.... nxt week... again going to trouble louis ... because we are staying overnight at his house first before heading over to malacca... his mum was awesome in cooking and his father was damn friendly... hahax... after malacca... planing for taiwan and more... must get chances to talk with my parent in very advance!!! hahax...

well... we have our reunion today... K session... sang our voice out... FUNNY TTM... found out recently that whenever we get tgt.... no matter what we do we enjoy to the max... and is really to the max... discuss this with kai shin before... and conclude is due to our character ... all of us are damn easy going... we dont argue over small little things... or should i said we dont argue at all... i grow up alot .... i have become more and more easy going... maybe is the lifestyle that change me... i really cnt wait till next week.... please come quickly... i really want to go out with them... i m so happy that i join them for sabah... a very good choice and decision that i have make.... i know i should post the photos we took during our K session.... but i m lazy and tired to upload as it took lots of time... shall upload tgt with the malacca trip than.... hahax...

NOT FORGETTING THE SCENERY !!!

"Energy and persistence conquer all things."

this statement make sense sometimes... we need to have the BRAIN to make things the way we want... so what if you work hard... if your BRAIN did not work as a whole... it means NOTHING... i am completely FINE... just to comment this comment when i saw it...

insane period... been forcing myself to stay at home for weeks... study, Study and STUDY. i do understand, but i don't know if it will work when i am in the exam hall... hmm... finally next week is coming... the end of exam and the start of holiday... holiday.. which means the SABAH trip is drawing... cannot wait seriously... stepping out the house for 1 week... but back to reality again... school start... been making lots of empty aim... aim to get vampire diaries book since last week... but because popular close down at my area is cause a BOMB... aim to obtain at least 5 hours of study... but in the end got HIT for boredom... lucky i got an intense study last whole week...

this site is getting boring for words... need to buck up on my English seriously... really envy those that communicate with their parents in english... i really do hope i am one of them... english is something that i find it 'high class'. With a strong basic english, people look at you differently! i must save up now and my aim is to go to America and study english. English is being fond unknowingly, it place you at a different level/class with others. we must agree with that. i want the english accent! i want to be friend with english! i want english to be my Parents! English come and find me!

my lifestyle is changing... i can see it... i can feel it... i am being EMO this few days ... study weeks is super boring... i think because i am having too much fun with my friends during school time... kept myself at home and force myself to understand LAW... is hard but i am trying to endure... internet do help me and blogging too... i just hope that exam can end soon ... got myself hooked for korea drama... just happen to know that is going to end soon... another 2 episode... every drama that i hooked are coming to an end... from 'The Vampire diaries' to 'Oh!My lady'... nothing much to watch i guess ... coming to an end and starting a new term... very thng will be new by the start of June ... is may now and it is coming to an end... my hair is still GROWING... slowly... but the heat just encourage me to CUT ... people should watch this drama... if you are a fan of super junior...

The world is changing so am I ... I am ageing unknowingly... the point that i started my age number 2 instead on 1... thinking wise is different... i m growing seriously... my parents are ageing ... the feel with them is different as i am not a kid anyomore... the day they allow me to step out for holiday...the day my allowance increase... the day my responsibility increase... everything is not the same anymore... i am stepping into the working world and my responsibility changed again... the day where i get my salary and the day where i give my parents allowance... i just found out everything will change within 10 years or so ... the day when we are truly independent and be respsonsible for our parents... I am really ageing... that is not a good sign.. I don't know what the heck I am writing because i don't give a damn care and nobody is reading ... Ageing is a seriously problem especially for women... the wrinkles shown on face ... why women age faster than men ... men should age faster so that they don't lose their CPF money !!!

i must really said... tis is the first time that the grp didnt take any PHOTOS!!! i tot i was able to come back with tons of pics... BUT sadly NO!!!  firstly, unable to take photos at the beach cose all our belonging are at our chalet room... nxt... TROUBLESOME.. and all of us were not at the best state... dun wan to scared off people... reason after reasons...  hahax... but we r had FUN... the truth and dared.. the gossip... and the game at pool... the first time i find myself thin and light... cose kelvin and steven carried me n throw me into the water... and oso steven cn actually carried me on his sholder when playing game at the pool... so i guess i m nt that heavy... hahax... thx to steven ... i started to find interest in GUITER... he taught me guiter while others playing oker cards... paitence guy to the max... he teach me note by note... major G, D, A minus n etc .... GOT melody de... hahax... but i was 'SUAN' by others... said no matter how hard he teach is useless... but he is really a NICE GUY... he is my guiter teacher now!!! hahax... gt another nickname nw... thx to the kelvin... call me BUNNY... and keep calling me to eat CARROT!!!  lots of gossip at the middle of night... not all of them particapte in it cose they r very tired... only me, kai shin, raymond and kelvin... from 'ghost story' till gossip... the gossip part cnt said lah... all under the roof... damn funny .... heard abit fr here n there... gossip really make the night well... laughter and laughter !!! tis jus the trial for sabah trip i mus said.. i think the sabah trip will turn out very well... cose we kw each other much better nw... so nt a problem... study week come AGAIN... gg to study real hard for LAW... the hardest subject among the 3... other 2 subject jus have to briefly look thu... than after that SABAH trip... woohoo !!! this post is dman wording wording... tml shall post the snsd video !!! cya!!!